He also talks about trying to bridge his \”two ways of being: The way I present myselt to the world, and the way that I perceive who I am.\” This is a struggle that many autistic people, myself included, experience. We\’re expected to act, look, and sound certain ways, and those ways are not necessarily our own ways. At this moment, I don\’t truly know where I end and my neurotypical act begins… I simply juggle them and try to favor the former over the latter when feasible.
If you have time, do take a look at the numbers about transgendered people and autism. They\’re remarkably common conditions to have together. This is one of the reasons I post about LGBTQIA+ issues as well as autism/disability issues- in some ways, they are one and the same.
http://www.thinkingautismguide.com/2018/02/autism-transmasculine-identity-and.html